Back to track

Sorry everyone that I haven't come back because last week was super stressed and I still don't have time to get some rest. Anyway, I'm feeling down by my classmates in AHA. I wasn't better executive chef but im trying my best I can for them and they offend me too much that I wasn't working in the kitchen despite of my difficult times. They always too pressured by themselves whenever I asked them for a help and they snubbed at me. I don't know how to be good executive chef. I was helping others to get the table so I have my driver. They are too happy that I worked so hard to get everything what they need. All's complete and nothing happened in the event. In the kitchen, I wasn't happy that they are not listening to me so I felt awkward to them and don't know how to communicate for the first start. I'm still trying to do that but they didn't like the idea that I was chosen Executive Chef and maybe they think that I cannot do it. Ang sabi ng friend ko hirap kc magkikita nilang mahina ako daw. Of course, I'm very nervous but I cannot be too strong to show them but they shoved me off. I was too hurt and felt not good by them. Others are too please with it especially my officers. They are happy that I help them but with the kitchen team, I am not. I wasn't good enough for them. My professor explained it to me why I cried in front of her. I cannot hide my feelings but just to show them. I don't know but I'm embarrassed. I work so hard to get the food back and forth. It's like I am exercise haha but it's good for me diba. Chef Jan will compliment about me that I worked hard. She shouldn't choose me to be executive chef despite of my hard time to do it. Now, I'm not feeling well. I dreamt a lot about what happened yesterday. It's our simulation for culinary. I already told my mom about it. She told me don't mind them and it's over. I don't cry but I'm just feeling down. That's all! Here's the picture:

Me, Chef Jan, Jaq(sous chef), Chef Paul

Chef Jan is the one who advised me and I admired her so much. She is the one helped me a lot to do works. Chef Paul is like an assistant to Chef Jan. Nothing compared each of them haha. But they are good. Chef Jan is 25 years old and he is 23. Haha :)

Look at this event, it's all american style. Our food is american kc.

Here are the food that we cooked:

Chicken fingers with sauce

Nachos

Mini Burgers

Spaghetti(Red Sauce)

Mashed Potatoes

Brownies

Top chefs said it's all yummy haha. But I don't cooked all. I only cooked pasta. Remember what I wasn't too happy if they allowed me to cook some. They seem laugh at me or angry at me for not being cooked the mini burger. So they went to Chef Jan's house to reheat the hamburger in her oven because the oven has 350 degrees but my oven doesn't have one. :D So nevermind. Let them talk bad things about me for not being good as a executive chef. Next sememster, I will not be able to raise my hand if chef announced who wants to nominate as a executive chef. I will not do it anymore because I dislike the team again.. Because I know that they are not cooperating with me. My third certificate with chefs and the president of AHA and Ms. Mona, head of the department. :) But our simulation is successful. Thanks to others who helped to deliver the food.