I'm in the midst of panic

My plan on this week is utterly very very busy for me because the wedding is coming too soon. I should have bought blazer for my cute dress. I will show you the picture soon. What blazer should I wear for the wedding and what color should exactly the right dress that I would wear?

There is a guy who really wanted to see me and he's coming home this august just to get me. I think this guy really wanted to date with me. I don't know what to do with that. He's the cousin of my cousin though we are not related each other. He really likes me just because I'm his not the first crush ever since he was in gradeschool up to highschool. I do not even know that just because I ignored what they were thinking just to look at me giggle and I couldn't understand what's all that sounds from but because all of his family and relatives know that he really like me a lot. He is nice but has great personality though he is not good looking. Very simple person and very good friend/closefriend that I can easily talk with.

Friends, what will I do? I cannot accept him but my mom's relatives know him enough when I visited every holidays. I do not see him everytime I visited. He told me he was to shy to confront me. Torpe na daw hehe. Anyway, what will I do when he come home? Help me girls..

Look, I am not ready to have one but I'm afraid if I had one because I am not any other girls that needed boyfriend who has perfect personality and faithful to girls that he likes. I'm actually afraid of broken relationship. I was thinking that it's much better for me if I focus on my career rather than love. Well, I know I'm getting old enough and I'm 26 now *sigh* I don't know what to do, girls...

I need your advice!! :D

P.S. Too bad, no comments below... :(